well, jus feeling super dulan with these generation of humans these days. owe money dont pay upfront. borrow money from me you call me ah hia, when i want back money from u still must call u lao peh. wad the fuck is with this generation now.
best part is, borrow liao, act MIA. ya i know the money i borrowed you is peanuts, but still i can get myself a pair of tickets plus drinks right. thn down there you generation of humans blog wad u retail therapy buy close to 800 dollars of stuff, sibei song? omg. ya lor haolian in blog you spend hw much in a day, y don wan haolian borrow how much frm how many ppl one huh. nowadays these people. -.- bo wei gong. ignts. poor but still wan act rich. zzz





a month passed. well i'm just feeling bored facing the fucking computer and just now in the morning i had my dental FFI, i waited so fucking long for this day to come, finally, 3 more weeks, THATS IT. applied for my university studies yesterday, its FOC. okay but hope i'll be exempted for at least a year alright. sighs.
well to this someone, you know my love for you is still there but it seems we're damn incompatible. you love flirting around but doesn't let me flirt. you love being friendly with guys but dont let me get friendly with girls. just whats wrong with you. and you're so smart with a gpa of almost 3.8 but when it comes to common sense u just get stupid and u tell me u're stupid when i'm gpa is only 2.5? fucking hell. i tell you, its over. ok. you always have your 'reasons' and whenever your 'reasons' bypass my ears it'll become excuses. i fucking hate it.
and you're pretty rich aye, always blogshop to buy stuffs. that must be my fault for not depleting your bank account whereas my account always gets lesser. must be my fucking fault for it.
anyway, i see no point in being together. no point.





recently i just met up with trevor and grp at bp plaza. lol i think its been months since i went there to find them. then trevor asked me to drive under his hse to continue chit chatting. talked abt the future and all, haha hope he'll suceed. as for me, if i had directions i'll start working, dad also discouraged me from studying because he wanna see whether end of the day i'll earn more in the future or my brother will earn more. hm well i dont dare to put my future at risk so i'll pursue my degrees first! lol alright not in singapore, perhaps with my brother, or better, in pittsburgh if i can enrol into that university.
as to whether i can let down my r/s in singapore, thats a good question. definitely i can and i will. if my girlfriend is so good that she'll not cheat on me for the 3 yrs i'm overseas, i definitely will come back for her after getting my degrees. but well, many many experience tells me that its impossible. haha. anyway its not tad difficult to live alone. i'd rather be with someone who's pure and willing to wait for me because i'd want her to have a better future with me rather than a whore who goes clubbing weekly behind my back and fucking with another bastard. character plays an important role too, it depicts what kinda person you are. i may not be able to please everyone in my social circle, but i know, definitely i'll be able to please at least someone.
yeah and i'd like to mention those disgusting people out there. dun everytime got free clubbing tickets then take, it really depicts wad kinda person you are, gian peng gian sai, go in club somemore get free drinks from guys and best is you get drunk and get fucked by them its the best. that'll serve you right.





FUCK LOVE. ITS ALWAYS LIKE THAT.





today's topic shall be... 'don't be deceived by a person's appearance.' after wargame i went to suntec for desert plus send raj to nearest train station (he stay sengkang) wtf waste my money on erp cause i kpkb along the way with him abt my fucking duties till i missed an exit earlier. nevermind. ok then i reached there and had desert with a dinosaur at gelare (its tues got discount) and walked around bought belle's food, suddenly i wanted to cook sukiyaki. HEE! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aVWPH0C_17c sure even a dog can cook it. nonsense.
walk to the carpark saw a chiobu OL dressed up nicely clutching her LV handbag, i thought she must've drive a nice coupe too. end up i was wrong man, i think the car she drove the COE must renew 2nd time de. okay i'm deceived by her appearance. and i dun mind being her escort :x
during cny this yr i also saw an old man wearing a red hangten polo tee for 8 dollars go bai nian. wah really no $ go bai nian meh wear till so cheapskate. then i looked agn, tmd wearing a breguet watch and walking towards a merc cls350 and opens the door. wtf stunned, i really deceived by a person's appearance. LOL. and i hopped in the car too thereafter :D
ok thats a joke. just dun judge a person by their appearance.





really damn long since i blogged. anyway no one reads it so i guess it doesn't matter. anyway just a small update. my bro went aus to study during feb, wish him luck. my dad as usual went overseas to work, almost 2 mths alr haven come back, must be cause of the economy crisis. a little info for fellow singaporeans. do you know if you're in overseas working more than 183 days in a year, you're omitted from paying income tax in singapore. yeah i got to know it when my dad told me about it.
life's unpredictable, during cny my grandfather was still able and well, can walk and so on. a month later he was diagnosed with throat cancer, has difficulty eating food and now he doesn't even have the strength to walk. i'm exhausted, i wish he'll get well soon.
got to know lotsa ppl driving and owning a car, i was wondering if singaporeans are really rich or they're just putting a false front. i'm referring to young singaporeans around my age category. recently i got to know this guy, he was driving a honda civic initially and recently changed to a 2nd hand evo IX. everyone was like 'wow!', of course i envy him too, he's younger than or same age as me i think. and my friends all tell me his family dun haf money, but parents dote on him too much so loan from bank and buy him the car. the thing is, he don't have money to pump petrol. i simply cant believe it but i heard it myself he was thinking whether to go yishun dam with us cause his petrol is low on fuel. if i were him i wouldn't even want to think so much on getting a good car knowing my family has financial problems. even my dad didn't get me a car more than 70k, though abit saddening, i must face the fact that i'm still not earning a single cent. my dad is the only person working in the family, thats already v tough in singapore. anyway no car also nevermind :D
p/s: i dislike ppl going for labels when they know they couldn't afford it. just my personal point of view.





been sick for a week already. dont know what's happening to my body too, both hands peeling too. maybe i'm dying? whole week stuck at home or at wee leong hse play mahjong. sighs. wanna go shopping and catch a movie alone but the thought of alone, makes me bored! and god damn sick.
anyway today's my 2 years. yups celebrating 2 years of being on the shelf. although i did lotsa stupid things in this 2 years, i learnt alot. did try to get attached, but well not everythings on my side. its quite saddening to be alone, and good thing is i'm used to it. lucky i've a dog to talk to if not really become zi bi.
friends whom meet up with me can see i'm happier lately, well i've been posted out of bedok camp 2 months back. not that i hate the camp, but i hate my company alot. thats the reason why.
nights blog.